Do other states have Ren Fest? I dunno. But we have one here in Texas. I've always wanted to go for but for some reason I never can. I almost went last year but my grandma through a fit about it because I was going to go with my sister but if I did this would somehow influence me to become homofabulous. (My sister is a lesbian)

So this year my sister went with my dad and my half brother whom I've only seen once before. I don't live with either of my parents for secret reasons and I haven't talked to dad in I dunno...Like 3 years I guess. And I would like to get to know him, and I also want to go to Ren Fest. But now my grandma is pissed off at my sister because she thinks she's a "traitor" for hanging out with my dad. And now she's pissed off at my for wanting to go to and for not hating my dad.

But I might be able to go next weekend but I dunno if I can because she'll freak out.

My grandma is psycho btw, sometimes my PS3 is very loud and yesterday she went into my room to see what the noise was and I asked her what she was doing and she said "I was seeing what the noise was" and I said she she should know what it is and she was like "SHUT UP" (yes she screamed it) and I said "Why are so mad I'm just saying you should know I've told you like 5 times" and she went into my room and threw the controller and did other things but uhm she stopped after much yelling.

Also once when I was maybe 8-9 she through a big radio at me and she hit me with a broom before.

lol

The good news is that my sister got my a fox tail, a lynx paw, and an Ocarina. So that's cool.

Oh, and I've noticed I've been writing alot of journals lately should I shhh with them?